Around the house... the usual clean messiness. ;p Our laundry pile is the size of Mount Kilimanjaro but it'll be dealt with promptly. :)
I'm wearing... grey jeans with a blue shortsleeved top, no make up, bangs pinned back out of my face.
I'm reading... random bits and pieces, I'm almost done with Wind In The Willows. I'm reading a lunch room book at work... Not been grabbed by anything lately sooo I'm in a bit of a book limbo at present.
I'm hearing... the TV. Erin's watching Playhouse Disney.
I'm learning... that time flies and that change takes effort.
I'm wondering/thinking… why effort is hard to come by when it comes to certain people. And! Since the effort required is so hard, perhaps change isn't what that certain someone truly wants...
I'm hoping... my time off next week will give me some well needed energy! :)
I'm grateful for... having a very sweet and sympathetic boss who sorted my time off with very short notice and without me feeling like I was a bother. :)
Low note... My meltdown must be the low note of the whole summer... :\
High note... My 9 days off starting Monday that I've got to look forward to! :)
Light...? Aaah... *sigh* it feels like my one word is taunting me. I'm nowhere near any of the 'goals' I set up at the beginning of the year and to be honest it feels like I'm heading further into this sludgy darkess before this year is over... And yeeees...I know it'll all turn out right in the end... Just, right now things sorta sucks...
2 comments:
The quote at the end is and will always be one of my favorites.
As for your meltdown, you're very hard on yourself. Meltdowns are as necessary a release as orgasms. Granted, not nearly as fun, but necessary : )
:) I agree DM, meltdowns are necessary! :) I just hate it when they happen at the kids, especially when it's none of their fault - if it was they can have it ;P but this time it was just me me me and that's perhaps why I seem/am so hard on myself...
"Anybody can become angry - that is easy, but to be angry with the right person and to the right degree and at the right time and for the right purpose, and in the right way - that is not within everybody's power and is not easy."
- Aristotle
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